🛌😴 my bed has just been too comfy to leave from.
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i sometimes hate only having small bursts of enough energy to be extroverted & social for short moments at a time. cause then people think that’s how you always are, not realizing you’re constantly fighting back anxiety and mustering up courage to even be social. from people i don’t know just touching or grabbing me whenever they want, to just over stimulation from constant socialization. makes me just curl up into a ball.
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i get this constant pressure, from society in general i guess, to be social all the time, and with anyone and every stranger you meet. sometimes forcibly so. not understanding, or just forgetting, that some people just like to be in solitude, and chill by themselves.
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i’m good with the small number of friends i have. and honestly prefer to make connections with people at a slower pace… bit by bit.
i know it makes me sound like a damn cat.
but first, some nice quiet time and a nap. (at Oakland, California)
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